Stay hungry

Well this is related to my other post but i still have to leave this here.
Staaaayyyiinnggg Hungry and staying thirsty for the things you want.Self Discipline is a thing that almost everyone faces.I think I have found something that can keep both of us alive.
So of late i have been planing to do school stuff and things like that so i trrrrryyyy and trrryyy and trrryy but then you know how you hear the theme song of your favorite program and you do not even know how but your feet carry you to the sitting room...yea those kinda distractions.
You see we kinda let things get to our minds and we put these distractions before our priorities,we let short term things and temporary stuff get into the way of our big dreams.
I know you reading this relate...>waking up early to go to class to read then you end up sleeping,reading novels mid class,talking during preps yet you are supposed to be reading,fantasizing when you are supposed to listen to the teacher< i know i might start sounding grumpy over hear or sound like your teachers.
But i want you to do this or at least try doing this with me try to Stay Hungry.
like i am thinking if we all stay hungry for and about our dreams and goals then we all will actually achieve things.
Keep it alive you guys...
Each and every day,as you get up..think of all you want to achieve...think of your goals cause that will keep you hungry.

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Hungry people do not just seat around and wait for things to happen,NO they get up and work for them.
Hungry people do not let their places and circumstances define them.NO.
Hungry people go after what they want as if it is the last thing they wanna do,
Hungry people do not let other peoples perceptions of them get to them NO they tell themselves this is me and this is what i am going to do this is  not about them.
if you are Hungry you do everything in your power to get food,you push and shove and fight to get to where you want to be.

with this Hunger in us.Just like the people out there Hungry for food.let us be hungry for things in life,let us crave to be the best,let us want to be the ones at the top,let us want to be our very bests,let us be hungry for self improvement,hungry for success,hungry for life and all in all Let us do all we can to satisfy ourselves.
Stay Hungry and Do your Best

Dreeeaaammmsss🔔

Dreams🔔Dreams🔔Dreams🔔.
These are the things that we look at we yearn for.
You knooowww..What keeps you awake at night,what makes your heart beat at night,what makes you wake up every morning,what keeps awake during lessons in class.What makes you say no I won't give up this time round.Those are the things I'm talking about.Our Dreams👑.

You ask anyone,what do you wanna be and they'll give you a list of things they want to be.You know dreams are anything...You can dream to become fit again,you can dream to be taller...You can dream to be a doctor...We are aaaallll free to dream.
We all dream don't we.But we all forget that there is more than just dreaming there is working,working towards our dreams.

I know I'm not the only one but let me give you my story.I have a dream.Someday I want to be the greatest actress alive.Someday I want to be the greatest speaker on earth.Someday I want to be a recognized journalist someday.What I love is sitting down,thinking about it and getting all excited about it but that's just wrong.It's very wrong. I know I'm supposed to wake up,go to class and work my ass off for it. I'm supposed to go hustle scholarships,I'm supposed to be doing research,more and more research about my things but do you think I'm doing that,No I'm not cause I forget that for me to get to where I want I have to go for it with my all.

I'm writing this article here and I'm talking to myself too so don't feel alone in this.

If you want something,wake up and worrrkkkk for it. If you really want something stop procrastinating already.Do it like you mean it.Go for it with your all.
Whatever it is that gets you Excited...Whatever gives you goosebumps... When you think about it you just smile to yourself.If it makes you jump up every time you think about it.
Then you have to be obsseeesseeedd with it.You have to want it.You have to do all you can to get it.You have to sacrifice your all.Cause if you don't sacrifice for your dreams then your dreams become the sacrifice.Your dreams become what you'll loose.Stop sitting there and thinking that things will be done for you.You get up and go do it.Cause as you seat there and dream.We have someone somewhere with the same dreams working for it.You are not the only one,stop acting like a baby ,will you?
Think about this;
If you wake up now to go after your dreams and work on them, where will you be in a years time.

Its not just okay to dream,you have to work for it too👑🔔

Choices✳

Okay so many of you have waited for this one for a while now well here I am to deliver😊
Well I'm speaking of choices.We all made choices today.Like the whole of today has been built on Choices.
Everyone's life,some how some way has been built on choices,your mum decided not to abort you and now you are here.Your dad and mum decided to do sumn somewhere and you were born.Nkanai decided to start a blog and now you're here😀Sooner or later you all are gonna realize that life all about choices.

The sooner you realize that your choices affect you each and everyday,the better.
To me.This Generation,yes today's generation;us teenagers have given other people the remote control to our life,like we've handed someone the remote and told them here you go take my life and make me do stuff!
And its sickening..really it is..
We've failed yo realize that each and everyday is a choice we make.Did you know that you can choose to be happy or sad?Did you know that Today you can choose to start showing more respect to yourself amd cut of people you are draining your energy over nothing?Did you know that at any moment now,you can choose to end your life just get to the top of a tower And to hell with Life?Yes that's how great you are.

Maybe I've told this story to some people but I'll tell it here again.
I was not thaaatt goooodddd in Kiswahili.Today people look at me and ask how I do that stuff,how I understand how I get all that vocabulary well its simple.I decided.
I was in class 7,yea I remember everyone's Insha was like wwooooowww everyone wrote so well,everyone was so good in Kiswahili and I was just there.And someday, a boy called James Arita told me that his Inshas would always be better than mine cause I was not good enough. And in my gut,I made a promise.Within me I had made a promise that I was not going to settle for what he put there for me And so I rose. I decided.I made a choice.I worked harder.I wrote more.I read more.I spoke more.I decided that I won't be that girl he wanted me to be.And by KCSE I was so good no one believed it.

You see?CHOICES!.You know people think being courageous is easy,or living Happy is easy or changing is easy well its not.But people decide to take the paths they want for themselves. You think you'll just go into a supermarket and find confidence there or go to a shop and see yourself in a Jar written "Better life" and think ohhh wwwwwoooowww I look great there I should probably change.well no.no its not that easy.But you get to choose.Today you get to decide what type of clothe  you'll put on.Today you decide what kind of people you want around you.Today YOU decide.
Here I challenge you.

I challenge you to go for the things you want.I challenge you to take back the remote holding you back.I challenge you to make choices that are for you.I challenge you to take the bulls by the horn and be in charge of your life.
You decide to be happy.
You decide to succeed.
You decide to go for every good thing.
You decide to follow your heart.
You decide to grow.
You decide to be you.
You decide to cut weight.
You decide to gain wait.
You decide to study.
You decide to do whatever you want.
You have the power in you to decide.

So stop thinking things will fall from heaven or success will just put itself in your locker and you open and it screams "wwooww I'm here take me!" No its not like that baby.
You wake up you toughen up and you decide.No I'm not gonna let this thing be this way anymore.I'm not gonna let people step on me anymore.No I'm not gonna fail anymore.No I'm not gonna be unhappy anymore.

You can decide to have your story changed,Today.You have the power to decide that things are gonna end differently for you.Cause believe me or not,You are just one decision away,one choice away from a totally different life.Just one.
So :You Choose✳

WORD:PART1👏

I don't know how many of you have seen this series -13 reasons why. But if you've not...I think you should.
I think everyone should watch it.
Every teenager alive,
Whatever culture...
Whatever country you're from..
Whichever language you speak..
Everyone should watch it.
Cause it speaks a lot.
It speaks for many.
The many who have been stepped on and have let people do so.
✋🏿The many who've had enough with their lives over and oovvverrr again but have kept on pushing despite all that.
Well The Story is about a girl,
A girl who killed herself,
She didnt see good herself,
Not because she wasn't pretty or anything like that..She was very pretty...even hot if you want to say that..
But this girl put a stop to her life.
She said she's had enough and so she killed herself; slit her wrists and bled to death.
And behind,she left tapes tapes for those who drove her to her grave,those who slowly but consistently whispered you're not good enough guuurrrrrrrrrrrllllll.
Well today's article has 2 parts and this is the first.

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Stop judging
Y'all stop juding
Like its enough already

We've had enough.
Stop bulling.Stop making someone feel like they are not good enough cause you know what?Its not fair.
Think about this; you wouldn't want everyone going around talking about your flaws.The things you are not proud of.Those things that you hide.The things you are ashamed of.
You see the same way you are struggling with weight is the same way someone is struggling with their skin..The same way you are struggling with your parents at home is the way someone else is struggling to get something in class.
Listen:To you it might not seem that much of a deal,but to someone else it is soooooo much.
You know we all fail to understand that your problems ain't mine and mine ain't yours.▪Thats where it all begins ▪
When we think its funny to make someone else feel miserable..well have you ever thought about it?How you'd feel if someone did that to you,or did that to someone you love...you wouldn't like it right?
So stop y'aaallll.
We all want people to stop judging us,we all want people to see the beauty in us,we all want people to accept us,with your imperfections,just the way we are right?Then in the same way:
Stop judging others,start seeing the beauty in other people,accept them the way they are jus like that.

We all want to reconstruct ourselves but you cannot reconstruct yourself if you're still breaking other people.

Let's try this:
If you know it'll hurt them,dont say it.
Its not gonna be easy,but you'll remove the load off someone's back.
You'll make someone stop being so insecure.
Compliment someone, smile at someone.
Less create and atmosphere that is full of love❤

Cause as much as we blame society for killing people,we are the society.
Help someone today.by:STOPPING.
stop laughing at people when they make mistakes,stop hurting others ,stop all that nonsense you do and you hurt people.

Cause no one realizes that the little shit they say really hurts.

I know society has killed me,so many times.But I also know I've killed someone else because of the things I say so let's just stop.✋🏿

WORD👏: PART 2

Hey heeeeeyyyyy heeeyy✋🏿heeeyy✋🏿.
Cum'on listen to this.
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This is to all Hannah Bakers out there.This is my part 2.

People are gonna knock the s**t outta you.
Friends are gonna hurt you in ways you never thought they would.
Parents will put pressure on you and you won't know where to turn to.
People are gonna use your weaknesses against you.
People are gonna label you.
People are gonna call you names you don't want to hear.
And slowly you'll feel weak...
Slowly you'll feel that you've had enough..
Slowly you'll feel like death is the only solution but listen to my voice and re-read this when you feel like all hope is lost.
They have no right over you,over your happiness over your laughter,over your peace of mind,over your inner peace.OVER YOU.
No one has a right to rob you off your happiness.
So walk away.
From negativity,from people who dont want to see you go far.
The letters R.U.N.
Death isn't the solution
And every time you want to jump off a bridge,or take some pills and let it be.Every time you think that the world will be so much better without you.Remember -your blogger,ME.I've been there. Sometimes I've wanted all of it to stop.Yes I've thought of death.Yes I've been suicidal here and there.Yes I let people get to me.Yes I've hurt myself. Then I said it was enough and you too should. Remember: By putting your life to an end you've let them win.You've let them know that you're weak and you've proved that you are not good enough.
And that's not right.
No.

Sometimes we want the pain to go away,
We want to stop hurting,
We want people to leave us alone.
We want people to stop treating us the way they do.
Sometimes we want all of it to end and slowly we fade into our graves thinking we'll get rest.
I've been there and I can feel you.
I know the pain in your heart,
I know how many times you've cried yourself to sleep,
I know how many times you've faked that smile
I know how many times you've taken blades and cut yourself and you've thought of putting your life to an end.
But of you are reading this it means you are here.
It means that all those times at your weakest,
Something gave you strength.
And I need you to do me this favour:
Stop telling yourself you are weak cause we both know you are stronger than this.
We both know you've fought these battles and somehow you are here and somehow you survived.
Somehow you won.
And that somehow is what you need.

This might not be easy:But find yourself someone,someone to talk to,someone to be there for you someone to guide you through these steps.I found myself someone; My best friend. He has always been there for me.He has reminded me that I was strong when I thought I wasn't. He has always told me to prove people wrong whenever I let them get to me.And it has helped a great deal always (Thank you I love you)
So soul search,find yourself someone to remind you of who you are when you forget yourself.
Cause trust me this journey ain't easy
You'll fall back so many times but you've got to rise
Wake up a bit stronger
Fall again
Shake a little and find some strength in you.
But don't get me wrong:People won't always be there for you when you need them too..so as you find yourself someone..Tell them to help you find the strength in you so that when they are away you'll know how to fight those battles alone.
▪If you feel like they are making you wanna end your life,find some reason to live. And show them that you are stronger than they thought you were.▪

You can do this,you have it in you.

IT'S TIME👑

Holding back✋🏾
Shutting up.
Feeling insecure😞
Hiding scars🙇🏾‍♀
Sitting on talent.
Letting others win,
Self destruction..
Breaking your own self esteem..
Feelings of not being worth it..
Feelings of being unwanted❌
Suffocation°Frustration.
Killing who you are.
Locking your talents&Hiding Abilities.
Agreeing on what you don't want and Holding back your opinion.
Just to please people.
Straining and Draining yourself for others..
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All this and Not being you,are just but some of the things that have made us "CAGED BIRDS".
They are the things that have made you not to fly,holding you down.Each and everyday sucking the greatness that is in us,draining us and leaving us as mere dead weight.
I feel like,Today's Generation-People,us.
Have stopped at places we've not wanted and have let those situations make people out of us,that we've really not wanted and Deep down we know..You and I know that that's not our best..And Maybe just MAYBE it's time.
Its actually time:
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It's time we draw a line.
It's time to stop.
It's time to stop holding back
It's time to stand up
It's time to be great already,
It's time to showcase talent
Its time to let people know what's within us;what we can be.
It's time to stop hiding your scars
It's time to stop crying all about nothing
It's time to stop suffocating yourself
To stop drowning
To stop faking
It's time to take a step.
Come on💫
Take a step,
Wipe your tears
Rub your feet
Hold up your chin
Speak up...and do it for you:For Yourself.
You've kept quiet for far too long
People have taken advantage of you..They've stepped on you...They've made you feel inferior ..
And now.
Once and for all.
Rise👑
......

This goes out to you,
I'm telling you..and I'm speaking for many stop dying out there and holding back your wings.
Its about time we all see what you are made of.

Dear Bird ...Fly🌞 It's your time to fly👑

True Happiness 😊

Happiness😁
So what us happiness really?
Laughing😂Jumping?Eatiiinngg?
Talking?..
What is happiness really?
You know many people mistake happiness for Hype.
Like when people see a jumpy person..Everyone concludes that that is happiness.Well no.Not really🙂
That's their happiness,
Not Your happiness..
You don't necessarily have to pretend to be a jumpy person so that people think you are a happy person..Those are too it ta all lily guy different things.
Not every Jumpy person is Happy and not every Happy Person is Jumpy💭
There is NO key yo happiness.
I hear people say...
My career is my key to happiness..My Friends are my Key to happiness..
All that's just nonsense💩
Pure nonsense💩
Happiness to me is satisfaction🙌🏾.
Happiness is freedom.
Happiness is having inner peace.
Happiness is acceptance.
Happiness is the freedom to stand on your own.
Happiness is the will to stand up for yourself.
Happiness is refusing to settle for less.
Happiness is not accepting to be stepped on.
Happiness is walking like you're not apologetic.
Happiness is appreciating the little things in life.
Happiness comes from within.
☺☺☺
True Happiness is Being You.

Many people are afraid of being happy and I don't know why.
Child of God.
Why would you let people step on you?Like WHY should you let people get the better of you.
Once you do that.
You fail.You Fail Yourself and You fail God.
You do what you want.
If farting makes you happy Then Child WHY NOT?If shouting makes you happy..SHOUT.SHOUT.YOU SHOUT LIKE YOU MEAN IT.If reading makes you happy..You read and Forget the world.
👬👭👫-Humans-👫👭👬
Have let other Humans restrict their happiness. We've let people sit on us.
You don't let someone crash your soul.
Never let circumstances steal your smile.
Don't let people tear your eye.
Never.Ever.Should you let Anything break you.
I think everyone has a right to be happy😋☺.
Everyone has a right to laugh.
Everyone is allowed to be themselves.
Cum'on its a free world.
Don't let yourself Fade because of the world's mistakes.
Many people waste time "Looking for happiness" I read this article that says."Looking for happiness is like chasing a butterfly.. The more you chase it the more it evades you..But then..Sitting down ,minding your own business,doing your thing.. The butterfly comes and settles on your shoulder❣" That's just it.
Wake up every morning and do the things your heart wants you to.
Eat something that makes you happy...Talk to people that you want to..Don't talk to people cause you have to..You'll end up being annoyed..Walk the way you want to❣.Laugh the way you want to.Do your thing❤.I've seen rich people frown and get sad all day long,I've seen poor people laugh their lungs out...Neverever has success meant happiness .🎴Happiness comes from You.Inside you.The things that matter most to you.You are the Key to your happiness.Unlock those doors and go for the things you want.💞

Be Happy,And Never let anyone steal that smile ,giggle and laughter from You💭
You have the right to be💞

Love Yours🎀

Its time to.
Get up.Dress Up.And show up.
For your life🎀
Enough of giving up already.
Trust me I know how it feels...To feel like you've given up....Like fuck it I did my best and this shit ain't working out anymore....
I know how it feels to want to give your life out...just rent it out yo someone else someone who is stronger...someone who is more able someone who can withstand everything...I know how it feels like exaaacccctttllyyy💭💭
You know...us...as people....just seat down,look at other people and Crave..... You know...you look at people and you're like "Now that's the life" "Gosh...if I were you" "How are you this perfect"
Sometimes we look at peopleand we see in them all the things we want to be... You look at someone and you see perfection :👑.Perfect hair.Perfect teeth.Perfect smile.Good boyfriend. Understanding parents.Loving friends.The person is social. You just look at their lives and you'd trade your soul to be in their shoe for just a day..just a day and feel how they feel like...But then you'll never be satisfied...Unless you love yours💞
Thassjustit.
Child of God love yours💞
The Creates Joy of all time💞Love yours💞.

Listen here.
Jcole says.
There'll always be someone out there..Better than you.Bitches badder than Yours.
But you'll never be satisfied unless you love Yours.👑
Mauybe you don't know this..
But there is someone who looks at you and wishes to be you.
But you'll never know that cause you're too busy looking at how perfect other people's lives are forgetting to love yours💭
Its okay not to be as pretty as another...cause You are your own typpa beautiful💟.You don't have to be as bright as the rest..Darling...You are your own bright😇.
No one is really perfect.
But the happiest people are those who appreciate💞Who they are.For what they are💞.
That's just it💞

365 days❤365chances❤

So some people will say aahh this is too cliché buh imma put it out anyway.
So as new things start we usually feel like we can start over again..like for Me I feel like every birthday is like God is giving each of us a start over...a 'Do it better this time' yea...Like have you ever noticed..people say I'll start reading 'next week' or I'll start gym 'next month' yea cause people believe that the beginning of a time era can be a turning point.
So here is my point,
People will tell you that this shift  from 2016 to 2017 is just a number change or a calendar change but I can tell you it ain't.
The beginning  of every year is like a wwhhooollleee make over.
Like you can decide you wanna do it again but differently this year round...a project..your school work..something you've been working on for a while now...

You know...people think its just normal to wake up everyday to a new day...but do you ever think about it..like in depths..someone has had an accident..someone has died..someone is somewhere suffering but here you are and God has granted you another year
🔺
So I heard last year you failed...do you wanna fail this year again?
So I heard you didn't manage to reach your targets...do you wannna end up..as dissapointed as before?I guess not..
So this is another year.
Another step.
Another chance.
Another opportunity.
Something new you see?

So why not make a difference..
Why not make targets again?
Why not make goals?
Why not do it better this time round.
....
Maybe its time for some change...
What do you want really?
Yea?
A new haircut?a tatoo? New wardrobe?..
Years come and go..
And so do days..

So you can make your new year resolution really🔱
It might seem childish or cliche or old fashioned
But if deep within you.
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You know you wanna start another year with something new❤You do it💞
And when this year comes to an end
You'll look back and say..
I did what I wanted and I'm proud.

🍭365 days 365 chances🍭
   You make your choices worth🔺❤